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I broke up with my girlfriend because I felt unappreciated. I got prp stem cell injections for a saddle sore. Got an eye appointment for a cyst on my eyelid. Went on a private plane to my nephews Vancouver giants hockey game. Not much new but the feeling of calm. Walk each step with peace of mind.
Hi everyone especially you. Well another month and more change. I felt unsettled in the beginning of the month and disorientated and unfocused. I decided to go back to financial advising and I start Monday. 11 days ago I was making my afternoon smoothie and taking my vitamins and my roommate said we should do an hallucinate like mushrooms and I said next year when it’s warm and sat on the couch. 2 minutes later I’m completely hallucinating. I had been walking in the park with a friend and he said your going to die a 6 pm tomorrow, what will you do? So I started thinking I might die. I had told him I was content and would be comfortable dyeing tomorrow. But at this moment I didn’t feel comfortable. I crawled to my bath and was trying to decide cold bath or warm. So I couldn’t decide as my brain was being stretched and turned both taps on high and hopped in. I was thinking this is a reaction to nuts or my smoothie or vitamins. I was freaking out. I had to get out of the tub because I was too hot. I hopped in bed wet and flopped back and forth. Then I said to myself you now are going to become someone who sleeps on their back.! Phew. Then I started thinking what is causing this , the smoothie, the vitamins, ….. uh huh! I accidentally took a large dose of ibogain an African root. I got up told my roommate who was unpleased that I had taken all of it. And proceeded to enjoy the rest of the trip. Every one of my senses since has been heightened. I have been much more focused and have told myself I love myself because me and myself like the same things. Sushi, nephews, long walks , nice music, reading.,.! I have been taking ice baths almost everyday and feel I’m healing. I also added hemp flowers to my smoothie and think my immune system is better. I’m starting to believe in myself and as you said I rush, focus on external, and aim low. I now try to focus on internal and slow down and aim higher. I do feel a little rundown but my mind is focused on making my life simpler and happier through a more conscious lifestyle. Thank you Shlomo
Hi Erik, So where are you now? It’s been a while since yur last visit here, ( 4 months ) what you wrote then was quite intriguing… please write again!
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